clouds

falling through the clouds i dreamt of seeing your face as your fingertips brushed mine i awoke in your lingering embrace

the searching

the searching never ends only the new pain begins

song of love

she called to the wild letting it know she was there it sang back its song of love and ran its fingers through her hair

pavement

like chips in the pavement my heart continues to break not because i keep losing you as you are gone forever but because i think about all the moments that i still could have shared with you

forever deep

my feelings inside i cannot deny your space within me grows forever deep seeing you there then knowing you’re gone casts shadows on my mind each and every time

beckoning

your words move me from side to side like my favorite song beckoning my heart to follow you wherever you go

intuition

wandering alone on a foggy trail relying only on my intuition and the smell of earth beneath my tired feet trembling heart as i reach out with one hand finding nothing but a faded memory of myself circling back through time long forgotten

beautiful truth

conflicted thoughts fill my head my heart unknowing where to go everything feels so strange yet your comfort penetrates my skin your soul reveals itself in your eyes as beautiful truth spills from your lips

myself

i find myself in the mountains i find myself in the unknown i find myself in your eyes and deep down in your soul i find myself in my daydreams and in each new plan i make carving my footprints in your soil with each forward step i take

you again

i never understood happiness until after i lost you and i would dream about what it would feel like to see you again

moving on

working on my own mind in my own time trying not to rush the feelings as they creep in listening to my heart no matter where it starts believing that i can keep moving on